When able to do these presentations to educate/advocate/encourage/give resources- I carry close my dear Lyme Fighter Battle Buddies, especially those that are cheering me on from their beds/couches/floors/chairs at home!
As I headed out on the road, my mind filled with many thoughts, slowly a sensation, a sound, emerged to the fore-front of my thoughts. Suddenly I realized that now that I was on the tar road and getting up to speed, I had inadvertently had my car in D3 instead D (Drive).
What I heard was the engine working a bit too hard for the conditions and speed at which I was driving!
As I made the adjustment into D, it reminded me of how often the 'old me' inside this Lyme-ridden body is roaring to GO! But, the conditions and speed cause me to grind, and be less productive.
As a Lyme survivor, and one who wants to thrive- I need to pay attention to not only those desires/my personhood roaring away inside, wanting to GO-GO-GO- but I must be aware of the conditions and adjust my speed and gear accordingly for the long-run.
Otherwise, I could do more damage, and end up worse off, and able to do less of the things I hunger to do.
It's not easy to find this balance, and to be disciplined, but it is imperative to longevity and productivity.
What gear are you running in today? Does it match up well with the conditions, speed...?
Listen. Just taking moments to listen, to discern, will have a good pay-off for you.
Blessings,
Isaiah 48:17
New Living Translation (NLT)
17 This is what the Lord says—
your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel:
“I am the Lord your God,
who teaches you what is good for you
and leads you along the paths you should follow.
your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel:
“I am the Lord your God,
who teaches you what is good for you
and leads you along the paths you should follow.